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| Well, guess who's finally back in the swing o' things? That's right. Little miss kitten herself. Now I must apologize for my exceedingly long absence. Xanga just hasn't been on my mind lately. Nor has my myspace, actually. Except for changing it around here and there. See the thing is, kitty has been busy lately. I graduate this year and have alot to do to make sure I'm taken care of after school ends. Not an easy bit. Now, I wouldn't be suprised if people ignored my site now. Figured I wouldn't come back. That's all fine and dandy. Do what you will. I have one shout out....for one person: Steff, where've you been? I have tried calling the past two weekends and no one is ever home. I know you're a busy gal, but damn! ~hugs~ Take care of yourself, will you? ~bows~ Later, dearies | | |
| Its a pity when you're only so many years old and your body is already starting to wear and tear due to stress. I'm tired. Tomorrow is the last day of school for Winter Break. I'll be alone as my boyfriend will be on a plane to the states for two weeks. As he should be. Despite the fact that I will miss him horribly, I am quite glad he is getting to go. Steff, I need to talk to you this weekend. Nothing bad, I just need my best friend for a bit. Seriously. Farewell to the rest of you. 'Tis a short post but I can not always put up my normal long entries. ~bows out~ Untill next time. | | |
| Yes. The babbler is back in action!! I'm a much changed person. (not) Ok, maybe. I'm hyper, busy, and ready to take on anything!! WOOT WOOT!!! This senior is soooo busy this year. School, helping the mum at work and the sibs at home. Not to mention the hardest most difficult job of all.....~eerie 'Psycho' music plays~......keeping my tall dark and handsome Puerto Rican in line. ~giggles~ If you want to know more about whats up with me....ask questions in the comments and I WILL get back to you in another post. ~bows low~ Gotta love the hyper-ness! Nyaaaaa!!! ~~Sparrow~~ Give it up for '07!!!! | | |
| Life is a bitch. Or it can be. Sometimes you're thankful for what it sends your way. Other times you wonder what in the hell is wrong with lifes way of thinking. And as much as we'd love to blame her for what goes one, we just can't. Cause guess what people? Life only acts the way we tell her to, or gives us what we deserve. It is on the occasion that she acts on what can't be controlled. Thats when we cry. Thats when we scream and yell at the wall, or inside ourselves so no one can hear. Thats when we feel...know that we have no control over our lives. Its when we call life unfair and a bitch. Its when we feel the most vulnerable. Its when we need to start ignoring what can't be controlled and focusing on what we can control. Make life a better thing to have to go through.
I have friends, one in particular, that I can't be there for. Its neither of our faults. It just happened. One of those things we can't control. And see now...I'm hating it. Cause I consider her a sister. A sister I can share anything and everything with. But the one time I really wish I could be there for her, I can't. And so, that is where my accusation of life comes in at the start of my post. Its out of my hands and its just pissing me off.
So to my sister, I tell you that I will do whatever is in my power to help when you're ready for it. I won't push anything upon you. I won't ask nor bug you. I won't tell you that there are others. Nor will I tell you anything about him. I'll be there as well as I know how. It may be just in a call, or in an e-mail, but whatever I can do...I will. When you're ready. When you've had time. No sooner. No later. I probably will call this weekend, but I won't mention it. Its your story to tell; your issue to lay out. Not mine to pry into. ~hugs forever and rubs head~ Your my little sister. And I love you as such! | | |
| Yeah, I know. Its been awhile. I'm sorry for those of you who actually keep up with my site. I've had...~sighs~...I've had alot going on.
For those of you who didn't know....my b-day is the day after tomorrow. (Friday the 4th) I don't feel like I'm getting any older. Nor any wiser. ~smiles sadly~ Though it will be an interesting day full of stuff to keep my busy. If nothing gets canceled.
This post will not be long at all. Not really in the physical or mental state to write my usual novel.
~bows out~ Later, people.....
**Can't you see I've fallen to a place where I can't return from? Shadows have taken over my face and I no longer see the beauty in life.** - anonymous. ((Today's random quote...don't look into it. It really is just a random quote.....o.O)) | | |
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